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This was quite exciting now to hear that you had ...
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I knew that Bert Hellinger is a friend of yours.
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But I didn't know that you actually had asked them to do a constellation with Reiki.
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And of course I had planned towards the end of these three days
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Start new. Erase the disk. Start new. I'm tired. I don't want all this old stuff anymore. I want to be present.
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I want to pay more attention to here, to now, to my unravelling, my development, my deepening my human experience.
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It's dishonest to me. My name is 'honesty'.
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Let me be frank with you. Honest.
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What is to happen will unfold and we'll see
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and we will just be here and watch it unfold.
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It sounds a bit corny maybe. The only thing I care about is the love in my heart.
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Everything else is insubstantial. You come and you go empty handed.
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To look if he's okay, and if he's okay ... okay, good.
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If he has found a place ... My parents were amazing!
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They're like, 'if he finds a place where he is happy, we're good.'
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I went back. Instead of bringing my brother, I come back in red clothes with the wearing a picture of the Indian guru,
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I refused to go to the army.
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So when he asked me, 'What do you do when you meditate?' I screamed at him:
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'NOTHING!'
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And then he asked me, 'What does your dad say about that?'
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I said, 'My dad, until three years ago, was screaming every night from his nightmares from the war. Do you have any other questions?'
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Gone! I had escaped.
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I went there really thinking that I am never going to come back,
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I'm going to stay here for the rest of my life with Bhagwan
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trying to figure out who I am.
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You start to look at that and start paying attention to it
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and start exploring that incredible spaciousness that is there inside that includes everything.
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That is just pure consciousness.
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Then for about a year or so I grew Osho's vegetables.
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Sometimes I would bring them to his house and bring them to the kitchen to be prepared.
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That was very nice, to grow his food. He had certain likes and things that he liked.
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He said, 'Make the garden so beautiful that the master can walk in at any moment and you don't have to feel shy.'
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When he said that, I had some kind of 'aha' experience.
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I thought, 'I'm going to make my whole life like that.'
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So beautiful, that the master or somebody like that, somebody who represents this clarity
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and this love and this beauty can walk into my life ...
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... and you don't need to feel ashamed.
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You don't need to feel ashamed. You can feel like, 'Okay, I did my best. With my mistakes.' I've been doing that ever since.
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My heart goes trrrr! And I'm thinking in my mind, 'Oh my God, finally I got it.'
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It says, 'This is a declaration why I teach in public.' It's kind of Usui sensei's mission statement.
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It's quite dramatic. In it he says, 'In the past, when somebody had been given a spiritual secret by the universe as a present,
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it was the custom of them to use it for their family and for the financial well-being of the offspring.
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And I am breaking with this.
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I am stopping this because this is wrong. This is not the way it should be. And I will teach anyone!'
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'The Reiki that comes out of here doesn't have a label.'
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And it doesn't matter where I've learned it, and it doesn't matter where anybody for that matter has learned it,
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and it doesn't matter who their teacher is, and what their lineage is, as long as they have been properly initiated. It is all the same.
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Beautiful! So, you cannot learn the wrong Reiki, there is no wrong Reiki.
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What comes out of our hands is just the pure life force. And it's beautiful.
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So, you can't have the wrong Reiki. It's not possible.
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Or the better Reiki.
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Or the better or accelerated Reiki. Reiki:
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Very beautiful. So this is what we do. We are the extended hands of some beautiful natural phenomena.
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You are the waterfall giving Reiki to the client. You are the big tree, the spring.
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(Gossha)
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Thank you. I am sorry. Good.
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So it's not all what it seems to be.
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Certainly not.
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Which aspect of it? It's my nature, you know, my nature is ...
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to be truthful.
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Either you say the truth, your truth - OK, your subjective truth - or you don't.
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There is nothing in between for me. I cannot say it a little bit.
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So, either you do or you don't do. I choose to do.
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I don't care. I don't care one bit. Fame doesn't mean anything to me.
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I said it already yesterday, the only thing that matters is the love in my heart. And even that is not mine.
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I don't give a fuck. Really, I don't care.
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I know that you mentioned Phyllis (Furumoto). I know that Phyllis was actually responsible; I didn't know that until very recently
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but she obviously knew it because part of her apology in the previous work I did is addressing the injustices she did towards you.
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And with the publication of the 'Reiki Fire' it was the first time in my life that I stood up for my truth.
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Maybe it came out too strong.
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Because it was a reaction to always escaping. Perhaps this is it, but I've also asked my wife many times
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One time when Phyllis was asked in person by a friend of mine what to do with my books, she said, 'Burn them.'
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That was in Germany. It didn't go down well because people had a bad reference to that.
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You can't believe the things that happened. They tried to buy the whole first edition of the 'Reiki Fire'.
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And then pressure the publisher into not publishing another one, but the publisher was not playing this game.
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Yes, I broke that and I would do it again every time.
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And say, 'No, I'm not moving. I'm standing here. This is my truth. Now I'm standing here.'
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But what I really want to say is that I've had enough.
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I've had enough of the conflict.
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I had enough of the violence in different ways.
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I've had enough of feeling victimized.
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I've had enough of this constant friction.
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And I have no grudge to anybody. I just want to leave it behind.
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When I say I've had enough it's like ... I'm not ... overwhelmed or so. It's more like I've had enough like when you ate a really good meal.
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(laughs)
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So whatever happened ... (gassho) ... thank you. It helped me a lot.
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Yeah, nice. Okay, new beginning.
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We can leave that behind now.
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No. It's okay. We learned the lessons and we're okay.
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Let it go now.
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Nice.
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For me, I said it earlier, Reiki is Reiki is Reiki. It doesn't have a label.
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There cannot be a Reiki that is better.
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There cannot be a Reiki that is inferior.
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So, as far as that is concerned, I could die now and in my last moment think, 'Thank you.'
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I've done something good with my life.
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I can go easily.
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But I'm not planning that.
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And you do it for yourself.
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Do it out of the love you have for the subject at hand. And then it's beautiful.
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Love speaks.
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Love speaks.
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I've been trying to help Western people understand the Japanese way
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and trying to help Japanese people to understand the Western way.
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I'm in no rush. Not at all. I love it here. I really enjoy it. Okay, all the struggles and ...
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It's never boring. It's always ... We always have some project, some fun, some excitement, something changing. Nothing is ever boring.
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I'm not really stuck in the thinking something is right or wrong.
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I don't think there is any such thing right or wrong.
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We would see. So I can't really say anything about that. But I see your point. And this is something that Usui sensei,
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in his Kokai Denju, or the public teaching declaration, he addresses. So, from the very beginning of Reiki, that thing is there.
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That dynamic is there. And he said that, 'Okay, it's been a habit in the past that somebody who has
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received a spiritual secret as a present from the universe is then using that for the well-being of the financial well-being of their family and
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I'm breaking with that tradition now. And I do a different thing.'
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And I am sitting there and I am thinking, 'How is it possible that we allow to be pushed apart like that, when really
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we are all sitting in the same boat? How is it possible? How dumb are we to allow that?
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'I don't know whether there is a hell, but one thing I'm sure of:
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There's nobody in it.'
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What would you today say to Phyllis? If you had to meet her today, what would you tell her, if she had to walk through the door?
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Who knows, probably I would just go and give her a hug and say, 'Okay, let's leave all this behind and start new.'
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The prison begins in the moment that you think that you are in it.
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But if you're not in it, you're free.
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I'm completely free.
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I am free as the wind. Beautiful. I love that.
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The point is: Reiki is the way of .... not 'to' but 'of' enlightenment.
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Not 'to' enlightenment!
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So let's go back to that and work on that.
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That's important. That's the only important thing.
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And for me, inclusion is not something that we need to strive to, but it is something natural,
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because I know that everything is connected to me. I don't have to make an extra effort.
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I know this whole thing is all one.
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And part of the conflict, I am sure, is this: jealousy. Part of it.
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'Reiki will heal the world and its people.'
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You are his hands now, so, go for it.
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