00:03:11.833 –> 00:03:18.450 They always wanted to take you out of your comfort zone and check who are you really.
00:03:19.000 –> 00:03:22.800 Are you a gardener? Are you a doctor? Are you an intellectual? Are you …?
00:03:23.000 –> 00:03:26.492 But what is behind all of that?
00:03:27.008 –> 00:03:30.819 You start to look at that and start paying attention to it
00:03:30.986 –> 00:03:39.000 and start exploring that incredible spaciousness that is there inside that includes everything.
00:03:39.000 –> 00:03:41.217 That is just pure consciousness.
00:03:42.000 –> 00:03:50.808 That’s the idea. Drugs and sex orgies and whatever don’t have a place in this.
00:03:51.000 –> 00:04:05.000 They might be good for exploration. You try it out, you try once or twice and then you have to find your own nectar inside.
00:04:05.000 –> 00:04:12.800 You cannot rely on chemicals or on other people to give you this, but it must be developed inside.
00:04:13.883 –> 00:04:23.000 After my leaf collection, I knew it’s just temporary. They’re just checking me out. It’s part of the job.
00:04:23.483 –> 00:04:34.000 After a while I started to enjoy it. I started to talk to all the other Indian, low caste leaf collectors.
00:04:34.000 –> 00:04:40.000 Talking to them and joking with them and sitting out there smoking an Indian cigarette with them.
00:04:40.492 –> 00:04:49.000 It was nice. One day they said, ‚Okay, now you can work in the garden, in the veggie garden.‘
00:04:49.000 –> 00:04:56.208 Then for about a year or so I grew Osho’s vegetables.
00:04:56.542 –> 00:05:03.000 Sometimes I would bring them to his house and bring them to the kitchen to be prepared.
00:05:03.000 –> 00:05:11.000 That was very nice, to grow his food. He had certain likes and things that he liked.
00:05:11.000 –> 00:05:17.000 He really liked coriander, but the coriander had to be harvested when it was this big like sprouts.
00:05:17.500 –> 00:05:27.842 He liked carrots, he liked strawberries. We used to grow these beautiful organic produce.
00:06:52.300 –> 00:07:00.742 Then one day, I thought, ‚I did it. I’m finished. The garden is beautiful. It’s functional. It’s perfect.‘
00:07:28.511 –> 00:07:35.000 So then I had to keep two people busy in the garden. I went to one of my supervisors,
00:07:35.400 –> 00:07:43.558 Australian man, Neha, one of my mentors. He was 20 some years older than me.
00:07:44.383 –> 00:07:52.000 I said, ‚Look, I’ve been telling her for a year that I need help. And now …
00:07:52.267 –> 00:08:01.000 You know the place. It’s running. It’s producing. What am I going to do with this extra person now?‘
00:08:01.000 –> 00:08:12.850 He said, ‚Make the garden so beautiful that the master can walk in at any moment and you don’t have to feel shy.‘
00:08:13.725 –> 00:08:21.000 When he said that, I had some kind of ‚aha‘ experience.
00:08:21.000 –> 00:08:26.000 I thought, ‚I’m going to make my whole life like that.‘
00:08:26.275 –> 00:08:33.000 So beautiful, that the master or somebody like that, somebody who represents this clarity
00:08:33.000 –> 00:08:36.473 and this love and this beauty can walk into my life …
00:08:37.000 –> 00:08:39.023 … and you don’t need to feel ashamed.
00:08:39.023 –> 00:08:48.692 You don’t need to feel ashamed. You can feel like, ‚Okay, I did my best. With my mistakes.‘ I’ve been doing that ever since.
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