– also with you having been involved and that you actually got involved to the point
I put all my heart, all my love into it and fairly recently I realized that I can’t do it anymore and I want to reset.
Like the way you reset an electronic instrument. So ‚reset to factory settings‘.
So, I’m looking at him, I go, ‚I don’t know‘ and he starts to smile and he says, ‚Don’t worry, I’m back at the right time.‘
Because later – tomorrow, day after tomorrow – we’ll speak about Tokyo Yokoi, this new book.
Ahh… This is a whole new chapter. I think we better do this a little bit later.
I’m sitting there thinking, ‚Whoa! I learned the wrong thing. How do I deal with this?‘
But I’m not a position. I’m just a human, just like anybody else.
Generally in a reconciliation process, people tend to not wanting to look at the transgression, rather move on to ‘let’s forget it’ (and thus they just gloss the injustice over). This is true in the Reiki community, too and is one of the resistances against my work when I insist on looking at the past. Thus, my quote in ‘A02 Mission Statement’: “We want to be cautious not to tear up old wounds. At the same time, we do not want to gloss over wrongdoings of the past.” I found an interesting quote from George Santayana (Spanish Philosopher, 1863-1952) which is also on the memorial plaque in Auschwitz): “Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.”
This also ties in with Arjava’s exclamation “can’t we learn!?” in context with his pacifism, his father’s war trauma.
in order to nourish the reconciliation process in the here and now
which turned out to be Chiyoko Yamaguchi. But her name was not mentioned.
So, the first person I called when I read the book was Toshitaka Mochizuki. He said,
‚I don’t know who it is but I know Hiroshi Doi knows it. Why don’t you call him and ask him? He knows who that is.
I don’t know if it had that impact, like you say, but I communicated that to them and I said to … the first time when I met Chiyoko Sensei,
No, it would be normal. It would be the normal course of events. I would expect that.
But the question I had actually is: okay, if Tadao has a successor, you were the Vice President of the… Who is your successor?
Yes, I don’t know.
So I was not the one who discovered Usui Reiki Ryoho Gakkai. That was Mitsui sensei.
And I learned that from her, how to do traditional style treatments.
This for me was fantastic. This is what I wanted.
It doesn’t really matter where you turn the light on. Whether you use this switch or this switch or that or this.
She used the same words, I heard from some of her students. I don’t remember who it was.
and you longing for a haven, and this longing was a fuel for the success of Jikiden,
Because … The follow-up question I have to that was, how far – unconsciously – was there the possibility of a …
a hidden … not a hidden agenda but a motive, a motivation for you to keep up the dichotomy between the two worlds,
I always had that desire to bridge the two. Look in my personal life, same.
Include the previous 2 captions (un-highlighted): "Also, it’s not our responsibility to do. It’s their responsibility to do. And if they don’t do it …"? I’m not entirely sure whether that argument I can accept, because it affects all of us.
To any culture, association who says, ‚This is our internal matter, leave us alone. You don’t understand anyhow‘, I say,
No, I’ve learned this in my life that when people have conflicts with each other, I leave it respectfully with them.
This is anecdotal, very entertaining, historically important (Arjava meets the President of the Gakkai without realising who she was and getting the crucial info about the grave). Maybe for promo-material …
I asked about ownership of Jikiden, succession and if it was a snow-ball system? All very juicy questions and some exclusive answers. And continued in A37. And money is being addressed – also as an author. also in A38 … Eye catching topics but not directly related to the MF. PROMO material?
The teaching is still exactly the same, nobody has changed it.